Frustrated

What in the world am i doing. Trying hard to be a sober guy, but in the end i get tripped and drown into the pool of love. I wanna wake up my idea....Love....Whats tat really....i dun tink i wanna get involve again if its 2 hard to be love while giving my best to it. Thinking tat i am not good enough for her again le. Somemore she sounds so happy when she meet others and looks like trying to avoid me or something de.

Now got 1 week of rest day....think going to spend this 1 week alone ba i guess....dunno got who to call out and also dunnno can do wat. Think that i'll spend this whole one week of rest and draw, slack and rot to death le. Than about smking....i think i can't help but put tat stick into me mouth and burn it. At least it helps me to pass time and not be so frustrated into thinking tons and tons of things going thru my mind. Now 10.30am le ....dun think i'll be sleeping so slack awhile le than i go out ba~~~


No one Loves Me
And no one will fall in love wif Me.
Losing faith Day by Day
Till the day i die,
I'll still be alone~~~

Back home le...now 9.43pm...just now go jurong buy comics, than drink and than play DDr till i sweat...sianz nothing to do also...think tomolo than i'll be going bugis there ba ....think go there draw draw le...bored sia~