I'm a totally a jerk

Dunno what the hell am i doing le...seems i'm going to change mi blogger le...till i'm happier than i'll advertise mi next one ba...So for now as i say, Yes its sort of mi and Ting neber work out.

I feel like such a jerk, Just another time of being an idiot waiting for the someone, chasing her hard, trying to help her in all ways i can, wanting to meet her, waiting for hours and left wif disappointment. All i know love...i cannot really hold on to le. This is the last straw le. No more i say...no matter wat, no more. Going to tatto the word next month liaoz..I think i should tatto the word "ForGet"....forget mi past,forget mi relationships,forget love,forget lost hope,and mostly forget all the gals that i love before, and thou should neber love again.

This is the last message i gonna post on mi blog. This blog a short one meaning a short love for mi and a onesided love again. Its all the same thing, i will never be love and if i love, it'll be always onesided by me. Not that i look for pretty all tat. But i look for attitute de. So pissing mi off, i dun tink i'll love her again the same way i felt. Goodbye le~

:P

Hahah.just now go Angels than go rush~~ shiok man~ :P tired sia..dance dance dance :P lolx...than now at home le toking to toot toot..~~ lolx than she jio mi go chiong also~ :P hmmm...think i wednesday will be chionging also le~ lol...just nice i not working also de~ :P hmmm..now waiting for ruishan go home tell mi ..cause worry for her sia..later she will be alone wif the driver....hmmmm...than haha..
Think i next week also jio ruishan and karen to go wif mi also..than meet more frens also..haha~~ Rush~~!!! :P

Mmmmmmm...

Haha..today at company like having fun like tat...tok on things..evil things to do when i quit mi company..haha..than hope mi nyp thing goes smooth, than business also smooth..for love life....sure not smooth ...so i take it slow...hopefully this thing ends ...no no ...wun end de.. will go on smoothly is all i can say le.~~`

Hmmm...later i going out ...dunno do wat, but just wanna get out of the house le. Than now... to ask Ting out anot...to or not ..to or not... to or not...ahhh...dunno le...see ba..plan first..she gonna buy present..hope can pei her, but than dun tink she wan ba.. lets see if theres a miracle ba..haha~~ lazy to write le...scanner cannot use...argh..pek chek neber bring the cd back home from zhizong's house..haha... hmmm...okie le..write again next time got update~

Yawning

Hmmm...today at office play GTA...nothing to do sia...than at home le, toking to ting now and doing mi flash again le...wah tired sia...i tink i wanna slp le..Ting like dun wanna tok to mi like tat...hope can meet her soon ba...~~ sayoz liaoz...hope i get to nyp...than hope mi life finally can have a good life le~
Sianz...made Ting a bit angry le...but than sometimes tok to her i feel like she does not care de...so pondering wat to do...but guess i made the wrong move by showing her i heckcare ba....wan her to answer mi de..she dun wan to answer she dun say also.. than i like che che de wait~..haix....dunno le...I better tink other things all else i go crazy all over again le`

Wah...Tired ahh!~!

MMMMmmmmmmmmmm....yesterday at work drawn 6 drawings...very tired than at home complete the flash i anyhow make for the SAE entry thing for nyp...haiz...than today i tink rest le...damn tired...now going to 12noon le...Ting i tink not coming online le...i go rest liaoz le ~~ SayoZ~!

OMG

wah seh..i wasted mi time again on sleeping le...now 4pm. later on still got work de nehx....mmmm..yesterday 2am slp...omg sia..i sleep like no body's business le. Mmmmm.....now getting ready for work soon le..hungry and nothing to do..Ting like tok to mi like bu li wo like tat...got a very weird feeling now..dunno wat is it.

Sianz....gonna leave house soon le...off to work = sianz ji bua. than Hope that everything goes smoothly in mi life ba. Love life = dunno wat to do now. Still dunno she like mi anot. so i guess i cannot do anything but ask her out on dates...which i dunno when will she wanna meet me again le~....Ting ask mi Sshhhh le....think i gonna go work soon liaoz..than hope tomolo than tok to her ba~

Wah...so late le...

Wow...i did flash till 1.20am le wor!!! super shag sia...just now from morning to afternoon = run to all the poly and schools to gather info and decide which course i wanna go into....hmmmm...but i know wat i wan le..i want to go into DET~!~!~ digital entertainment design.~~ Dunno can go in anot wo....Trying mi best now to do the portfolio for the school special admission sia...So must gambette and hope can go to a job tat creates animation/games...

Hmm...today quite bored actually...after 4pm. I've got nothing to do le...than stuck at ps....see pple play arcade...stand here and there like a alone idiot. But than nothing to do and i dun wanna go home so early de. Till i tink 7pm than i bei ta han go home le. Reached home = bath than start the flash thing till now le...Yawnz man...chatting wif Tingz now..but like she busy...reply mi in short only de....dunno wat she is doing now.....than wait for her to reply while typing mi blog le.... Nothing to say le...SayoZ~!

Sunday no work

Hmmm..today no work, but also neber meet ting...than i go clementi eat...2 bad the sesame Chicken sold out liaoz...hope to eat tat next time sia..mi favorite food sia~~!! hmmm..than go the per hour arcade, play a while of ddr and than kof siao all the way le.
At home, tried to comfort Ting cause shes angry wif her sister...than i just finish doing mi flash mini for ting to see de..hope she see le wun so upset ba...but 2 bad she orh le i tink. so better dun disturb her liaoz le.~
Tomolo i going alot of schools to apply than hope i can go into DMD ...wanted so much to create animations and games....but no knowledge and have to learn all by mi self = harder than hard